Unloved

They say that sometimes if you really love someone you have to let them go. I never understood that until the day I saw you smiling. Your eyes were sparkling, they were full of joy and pure happiness. I realized that we are not meant to be in everyone’s life, no matter how much we want to. I honestly want to be a part of your life, like you know the best one, but I guess the odds this time aren’t in my favor. I kept looking at you and something similar to a lightning bolt hit my heart. It hurt like hell but I knew I had to do that, I had to leave you behind. I cried quietly so that no one could see. I had to get away from there, away from you, away from everyone else. Even tho it hurt and to be completely honest it still does, I decided that it was time to move on and start over. You know, I will cherish every moment that we spent together, every conversation , the laughs we shared, the tears, actually everything. Your name is craved up on my heart and it will be a part of me, now and always. Yes I will carry on living but deep down I know that your shadow will always be there with me and for me, supporting everything I will do from now on and at the same time believing in me when no one else will. That’s why I’m thanking you from the bottom of my heart for teaching me what love really is and I’m going to say it one last time. I love you, always had, always will.

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They say that sometimes if you really love someone you have to let them go. I never understood that until the day I saw you smiling. Your eyes were sparkling, they were full of joy and pure happiness. I realized that we are not meant to be in everyone’s life, no matter how much we want to. I honestly want to be a part of your life, like you know the best one, but I guess the odds this time aren’t in my favor. I kept looking at you and something similar to a lightning bolt hit my heart. It hurt like hell but I knew I had to do that, I had to leave you behind. I cried quietly so that no one could see. I had to get away from there, away from you, away from everyone else. Even tho it hurt and to be completely honest it still does, I decided that it was time to move on and start over. You know, I will cherish every moment that we spent together, every conversation , the laughs we shared, the tears, actually everything. Your name is craved up on my heart and it will be a part of me, now and always. Yes I will carry on living but deep down I know that your shadow will always be there with me and for me, supporting everything I will do from now on and at the same time believing in me when no one else will. That’s why I’m thanking you from the bottom of my heart for teaching me what love really is and I’m going to say it one last time. I love you, always had, always will.

The only one little heart break

Did you ever fall in love? If your answer is yes, then keep on reading. If your answer is no, don't close this post, you might learn something new reading this.

I've been dreaming about my prince charming, who will come one day and save me from this miserable life. I prayed the God to send me somebody who will make me happy. And then I found him. He was everything that I ever needed. He was smart, funny, kind and handsome as well. My heart was a roller coaster every time when I saw him. I was happy and so crazy in love. But he didn't know that as much as I didn't know that he is taken.

My heart broke in a thousand pieces. I was broken, sad and alone. I was so mad at myself because I let myself fall in love with somebody whose name I didn't even know. I cried a lot that day when I saw them together. She was everything that I will never be. They fit so well, but it hurts.
I am devastated. I'm a mess right now. Love can be such a nice thing, great feeling. It's funny how bad it can hurt at the same time. I love him and because of that, I want him to be happy. If she makes him happy, I wish them luck. I want only the best for them.

I prayed the God to send me somebody, but now I am praying Him to make me forget all this pain caused because of unrequited love.

you

i stared into your broken irises. 
i did not know what to do.
you may be broken, but so am i. 
the only difference is you broke yourself by leaving.
so in the end, you broke both of us.

you also ripped out my blank papers that i haven't yet to write a story for myself. 
almost as if you wanted to put my life on hold.

pulling me away from my thoughts.
and then i thought, possibly the story that was meant to be written on those empty pages were supposed to spent with you.

no more

I don't see any sunshine in your eyes. 
The last sunshine I saw left me blinded. 
It was beautiful. Fulfilling. Magical. Different. 
But it left me numb. Heartbroken. Empty.

Funny how the things that shine the brightest 
sometimes make us immerse in the deepest dark.

I have no words left to be spoken. 
No need to redeem myself. 
No love to give. 
No passion in my lungs for another sunshine.

I don't need to be blinded again. I don't want to. 
I'm done with those things. 
The things that leave me wanting, begging for more. 
Longing for a touch, a feeling, a glare, an explosion.

I'm done.