Kamis, 31 Mei 2018

you

i stared into your broken irises. 
i did not know what to do.
you may be broken, but so am i. 
the only difference is you broke yourself by leaving.
so in the end, you broke both of us.

you also ripped out my blank papers that i haven't yet to write a story for myself. 
almost as if you wanted to put my life on hold.

pulling me away from my thoughts.
and then i thought, possibly the story that was meant to be written on those empty pages were supposed to spent with you.

Kamis, 03 Mei 2018

no more

I don't see any sunshine in your eyes. 
The last sunshine I saw left me blinded. 
It was beautiful. Fulfilling. Magical. Different. 
But it left me numb. Heartbroken. Empty.
Funny how the things that shine the brightest 
sometimes make us immerse in the deepest dark.
I have no words left to be spoken. 
No need to redeem myself. 
No love to give. 
No passion in my lungs for another sunshine.
I don't need to be blinded again. I don't want to. 
I'm done with those things. 
The things that leave me wanting, begging for more. 
Longing for a touch, a feeling, a glare, an explosion.
I'm done.

Rabu, 25 April 2018

blah

How to deal with fake friends? That's not easy. It depends on how long do you know that friend. If you know that person for a short period of time it would be easier! I mean that it's not a close friend you know... So here are some type of ''tips'' or '' advice'' (or whatever you want to call it) to help you to deal with that type of people.
1. Try to know what are they talking about you behind your back 
It might sound idiotic but it helped me to know how to deal with him/ her. When you know what are they talking about you you'll probably know what type of person they are!
2. Try to slowly distance from them 
If you're shy this might work for you. If you're in a delicate situation (personally talking) and you don't want any confrontation this is the best way for you. In this way, you don't have to give any explanation to anyone :)
3. Try to talk to them 
This way it's the total opposite of the other one I just told you. This is about talking with that person, know the reason why they did something like that and try to solve that problem if you want to keep that person in your life.
Here I'm going to put some signs that a person is fake with ya. 
- They talk mean things about you behind your back. 
- They're jealous of you when you win something. 
- They're egocentric. 
- They don't listen to you if they're not interested. 
- They don't wanna be around you if they don't gain anything for it. 
- They keep things from you with other people and laugh in your face to make you feel bad.
I really hope you don't have to deal with this type of people but life is very unfair. That's why I wrote this article. I wish in some way it helped you. 

Selasa, 24 April 2018

i just wanna know

I want to know how often you think of me. 
I want to know if it kills you when I take forever to respond. 
I want to know if your favorite song reminds you of me. 
I want to know that when you sing to me the words you sing are meant to be heard for my ears only. 
I want to know how much I mean to you. 
I want to know if you want me to be your forever. 
I want to know.

what i thought

When your head is full of thoughts, 
But you just can't arrange the words into sentences
You think everything you say doesn't make sense, 
And makes you look stupid
You feel so lonely, 
And think nobody understands you
You can't tell others what's wrong, 
Or make them understand what is going on in your head
Because you just can't make the words into sentences, 
Even though your head is full of thoughts