last post on 2011

I started typing words tonight ..

yes this night New Year's Eve.

what you expect in the new year tomorrow?

I? yes I hope to become a better person than yesterday ...

be a good teacher for my students.

be a dutiful daughter in the elderly.

be a good friend to my friends.

be a good girlfriend.

I hope to see your face soon *EHEMMMM*

I really miss you .... *EHEMMMM*

hope it is written ...

What are you doing this New Year's Eve?

same way a girlfriend? family? or friends?

I? yes I'm home alone accompanied LPTP henv pencil color, pencil, drawing books

oh yes before I write these words ..

I took time to play fireworks with my nephew.

fireworks with my nephew

feel happy ..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012......

Lea Michele - Jar Of Hearts

Lea Michele

                i know i can't take one more step towards you

                      cause all that's waiting is regret

             and don't you know i'm not your ghost anymore?

                             you lost the love

                            i loved the most

                     and i learned to live, half-alive

               and now you want me one more time

                 who do you think you are?

              runnin' round leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

and tearing love apart

you're gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

so don't come back for me

who do you think you are?

i hear you're asking all around

if i am anywhere to be found

but i have grown too strong

to ever fall back in your arms

and i learned to live, half-alive

and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?

runnin round leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

and tearing love apart

you're gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

so don't come back for me

who do you think you are?

dear, it took so long just to feel alright

remember how to put back the light in my eyes

i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed

cause you broke all your promises

and now you're back

you don't get to get me back

who do you think you are?

runnin' round leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

and tearing love apart

you're gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

so don't come back for me

don't come back at all

and who do you think you are?

runnin round leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

and tearing love apart

you're gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

don't come back for me

don't come back at all

who do you think you are?

who do you think you are?

who do you think you are?

Zooey Claire Deschanel

look her.. i like her zooey's smile :)

she was born January 17, 1980 is an American actress, musician and singer-songwriter. In 1999, Deschanel made her film debut in Mumford, followed by her breakout role as young protagonist William Miller's troubled older sister Anita in Cameron Crowe's 2000 semi-autobiographical film Almost Famous. Deschanel soon became known for her deadpan or "Manic Pixie Dream Girl" supporting roles in films such as Elf  2003, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy 2005, Failure to Launch 2006, Bridge to Terabithia 2007, and The Happening 2008. She then began playing lead roles in films, including Yes Man 2008 and (500) Days of Summer 2009. She currently stars in the Fox series New Girl. She has been nominated for Golden Globe and Grammy awards.

For a few years starting in 2001, Deschanel performed in the jazz cabaret act If All the Stars Were Pretty Babies with fellow actress Samantha Shelton. Besides singing, she plays keyboards, percussion, banjo and ukulele. She also often sings in her films. Deschanel teamed up with M. Ward to release their debut album Volume One (recorded with M. Ward under the moniker She & Him) which was released in March 2008. The follow-up album Volume Two was released in the U.S. in March 2010. She married Death Cab for Cutie frontman Ben Gibbard in September 2009; the two separated in November 2011.

kurang beruntungnya mereka

post pertama di tahun 2011 setelah sekian lama saya tidak menulis di blog ini. ini ceritanya sudah hampir 1 tahun yang lalu... pada tanggal 19 januari 2011 saya dan teman-teman berkunjung ke salah satu panti asuhan di daerah kota baru tepatnya di jalan kesehatan...

ingin menangis rasanya melihat mereka T.T *serius* .. 

Melihat mereka bermain bola di halaman terlintas dalam benak *apakah mereka bahagia?* *apakah mereka tidak merindukan orang tua mereka?* *bagaimana jika saya diposisi mereka ?* Tak dapat saya bayangkan jika saya diposisi mereka.

lihatlah mereka bermain !

yang pake baju koko putih anak warga sekitar panti

dihalaman yang sederhana mereka tumpahkan kejenuhan selesai belajar

kegiatan mereka tidak hanya bermain.. pagi mereka sekolah ada juga anak panti yang masuk siang sekolahnya.. yang sekolah pagi sore harinya mereka belajar mengaji. yang sekolahnya siang mereka mengaji di pagi hari.

air mata teman saya tak mampu terbendung ketika melihat anak laki" yang masih kecil yang begitu lucu mencium tangannya. dimana orang tuanya ? *entahlah* ...

i feel so sad if i see this picture 

Terlintas dalam pikiran saya ingin merawat salah satu dari mereka. Tapiiiiiiiiiii saya saja masih kuliah dari mana saya mendapatkan uang ? saya saja masih meminta uang kepada orang tua saya... *niat terurung* mungkin suatu saat nanti jika saya telah mapan saya akan merawat mereka yang hidupnya kurang beruntung .. AMIN YA ALLAH :)... 

saya bersama anak-anak panti

*sayangi mereka karena hidup anda akan berarti*