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I loved a man a few year ago. He was so kind and cool. I watch him all the time and I didn't tell him. He was mine and I didn't want a share him for other's. But it happened. My big nightmare is happened and he felt in love with other's. I can't believe what I heard. And that minute,thats has to be over but my love isn't over because it was real.
A mounths later,it still hurts. I can't stand saw them. It hurts because she is my best and they are love each other now.
Now,I'm still love him. I'm still cry when I saw him. I'm still smile when I think about him. Because I love him. İt's not problem for me because we're impossible but it just hurts. Thats all.

begun of a 2017

Assalamualaikum...

how long i'm not writing on my blog?

maybe its been a 2 years.

my first post on a 2017.

the beginning of 2017 it's complicated.

but, i can leave my past so fast.

i removed the memory about that people.

all people who hurted me.

and i said thanks for Allah who brought my happines came to my life.